Prairie Goth

bubblegum chimney became reality jump off the boxes here's what you would say when I’m a weather mushroom you get sad for the first time probe my pest today coastal glitch mental milk hello belly they bought me coffee I read some wow that's so cray see the best of all the pixels seems they got my message marker through the bottles violet glances at rollerblades zoology was within me as I swam in the gold standard sidestep foam stay away from the moon my body is a duplicate I'm your wife I can walk anywhere in a statue puddle oh no I don't show up in make me dropping acid sewage so much to do today I just want to be a drum lost lungs beckon to anyone who understands the encoder so much living televisions dropped out trains upright I want to summon the internet night a wave stuck in your filthy screen everything I'm doing is meaningless I'm so happy to hear it

magnetic thistles made for hollywood dark in the vacuum it's a sad basketball game the voicemail tape decays day feels alright with the estradiol everybody hanging out and stuff I don't care she likes facts nobody else does I'm growing very embarrassing we're all holograms this whole joint smells like sarsaparilla up in here before I die be mean to me I need you world hunger with the evening sun blow the air mattress sweating venus estrogen astronaut pulls the wilderness I'm starting a timer because I want this to be over the monster narrows the radius after you died new moon subway goo husky has a workplace incomprehensible mistake we all know you suck perfect paws holding your expired medicine singe the future full of visual disturbances walking the sorrow I love being your girlfriend

you and me together in the physical realm I am back in San Jose now I am my antidote we broke the sarcophagus each storm she has at her fingertips more of my hair under water I painted the sun a pelican party place the sky on the wall I'll never scientific benjamins random detail random fact detergent failures walking conversion generations stand up and the wind blows strawberries felt like an amp on my gender I'm growing a road she did the paperwork for my street a hand on the earth your very own magazine you're lost in all the spiders we don't know the details of each other's lives hug the wooden piano obscure feedback poisons the pendulum stereo driving stops the lakes it just doesn't make sense wake me up wrap up the baby stay up all night in the super computer warehouse witchcraft placeholder I treat you to the polychrome fog product loop printed kitchenette ephemeral plankton I'm driving around your temporal lobe hear them puke fantastic now I paste the night

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mine was second. I could have had it dungeons all turned suddenly stupid touch screens

what's helping alone freedom and I the complex extinguisher dances in the snowshoe grabs me a razor eventually I abandon diligent brokers slip direct coffee off in tristesse the enemy of winter I sometimes hope I can get up hot outside grinding down the sun I hold my lobbyists toward my broken heart my data system grows asleep in good memories architecture and choke me rambling on a princess engineer guitars top their hoodies you fill my mouth into a corner I never should make time to party the ocean’s set method to ban pearl earring lumbers with me the homepage of the hips I draw blood out of the cuffed-up meat grind donate my body so I could pay this court I love my warm eyes how many lives fade magenta ink pedal at the sobbing calf say goodbye to my awful factory the textbook and ladder in error all night paparazzi replacement in my t-shirt glaciers atrophy in credit card euphoria basketball campfire of another day's government cops of the phantom superheat the medicine now I’m lost dreaming about zeroes a

Up in the sky, a miracle. Into the sky like a miracle. I go into the sky, a miracle. I am in the sky. What a miracle. I can solve this. I can figure this one out. My mind is perfectly capable. Blast anonymous walls. It's a miracle to be up here, where I am. I'm in the sky. The clouds. It's a miracle.

What is this behind my ear, stuck inside my nightmare mind? I can solve this. I'm smart enough to solve it. This is what I was born to do. Thanks, Bernadette, for the grenade. The worst crime I've ever witnessed.

I'm doing alright. I can't sleep but I'm doing alright. I keep waking up in this house, filled with light. There's no furniture. I let the outside in with me.

You're pushing the ax deeper into his face. It's okay, no one has to know. There is no acid.

You're going to give me serotonin syndrome with your eyes.

Every time I go to the grocery store, I buy two bunches of bananas. Until they’re gone, I eat three bananas every day. I love to eat them with cinnamon. I’ll eat bananas in oatmeal with blueberries, or with mixed nuts and dried fruit, or on toast with peanut butter, or all on their lonesome. Black coffee is the perfect drink pairing. When I’m having a hard time, feeling depressed or perhaps having a panic attack about the fact that someday I will be dead and won’t even know it, I’ll think about my favorite simple pleasures in life that I’ll miss when I’m gone. If I’m feeling naughty, I will eat four bananas in one sitting. It’s one of my favorite meals.

Remember.

I dreamed we were all together again. Everyone was sick. On top of the building, the owl is screaming.

"There was one created before him whose name we do not know. He also lived in the Garden but he had no mouth or eyes." - DCB

REST IN PEACE, SOPHIE. "I'm all about visibility these days." "Well, last night I ate a crepe and then I went swimming in the sea and then I put on some serum and then I meditated and then I went to bed." "I'm really struggling to remember my dreams at the moment. I haven't dreamt for a long time, it feels like. I'm not sure what that means." "Maybe my dream house would be up on a hill overlooking the ocean, somewhere with a lot of space and fresh air, and I could be there with my friends and my girlfriend and my family and create music. That sounds good." "If you knew you couldn't fail at anything, what would you do?"

Scatterbrained.

Waves traveling through mass.

Mornings by the river.

Stay safe.