Beyond Black And White Talk

Brought in heavy reinforcements on this! Here's the question: "I'm 16 years old and I've never even had a boyfriend before, sometimes I am content, but most of the time I am very lonely, the thing is, is that I have always been attracted to boys of other races, I have never been attracted to black boys before. I feel like there is something wrong with me. I also feel like I am not good enough for boys of other races, as if they look at me and say "ew, look at that black girl." and I am the excact opposite of the "ghetto" stereotype. Recently I admitted my feelings to my crush (who is chinese) and I asked if we could hang out to which he declined (because he is "too lazy") and I can't help but wonder if it is because I am black, I mean, We have each others numbers and we are friends on facebook. I just kind of feel confused...Will I ever find someone who likes me for me?? "