On The Edge With April Mahoney

https://youtu.be/Y-yj8WdIBBg youtube version https://jaynied.com This is me in October 2016 I felt and I looked 70, I had just turned 51. I look into my eyes, they are so empty. I am a mere shell of a human being, I was feeling so lost and absolutely full of fear. I have so much compassion for this version of me, my husband had just been given a terminal cancer diagnosis. I was exhausted and was caring for him 24/7. He died just four months later, I sang to him and held his hand as he slipped quietly away. I witnessed his transition, and it was beautiful. Nigel had a beautiful death. The circle of life.This life-altering event propelled me into the depths of deep despair, sadness and grief. The medical profession could only offer anti-depressants, sleeping pills and a long wait for counselling. I did not want this and so felt all of my emotions at that time. This plunging into the unknown kick started a connection to source energy, spirit and the universal love which I understand and truly know is available