Dan Barracuda

Moving on to Track #8! This one's called "I, The Lurker". It sticks out like a sore thumb because of its mood. It's chaotic, evil, dark, all those things. Here are my stream of consciousness notes I had when creating this song:  So the album is going along, starting with inspiration, enlightenment, excitement, infatuation. Leads to confusion, reality sinking in, and then comes doubt. Extreme doubt, lack of confidence + direction leads to feeling lost and depressed. Down. At the bottom, we are most desperate. Ravenously looking for a way out. What happened to the old me, when I was excited & passionate about my path, my art, my mission? Looking for that old self so desperately. All of this happening in the mind and heart. This depression exposes a side of you, a dark side. Impatient, selfish, cynical, extreme. In our darkest moment, we fade away. Facing ego death. A part of us dies, here at the end of “I, The Lurker”. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/danbarracuda/support